Anastasia tan's: July 2015

It's another school holiday this year. This year is really a hectic and hell year for me due to my major examination that is on 15 October ( 80 days left ), not counting oral examinations. To me, holiday is spoiling me!! To be honest, I don't have self-discipline (haha) so I really suck at studying. Unless my mother was strict enough. Back then, I complained that I had too much tuition and I don't see the importance of it. Now, coming to secondary 4, I really hell wish I had tuition every single day to kill my time so that I really can concentrate in my studies. I think I'm a weird kid after all, wanting things people don't. It's okay I'm really trying my best into loving study. I really used to love studying, but this year I kept using excuses not to study. Perhaps, coming to my consensus, I really need motivational talk right now. This morning, while I was praying to the lord for awhile, that moment I cried and have so many thoughts in my head about those people in the olden days and those people who want to study but they couldn't because they cannot afford to. This is really heart-breaking because I realised how much time I had left for O' Levels. I'm giving in my best shot, I will not give in anymore to the devil. LEGGO!

SAY NO MORE

Here's are some pictures taken today :)

I was actually trying very hard to be in this photo because mu photographer ( my boyfriend ) was so angry that he failed so many times and was very eager to eat the food. However, I wasn't pleased with him because he didn't did a good job taking photographs today . HAHAHAH, guess I'm really that badass for a day !! But thanks you Bei ✨,

Here's actually the photo he really tried hard to please me but failed because he crop out my head hahaha .

Actually that wasn't really much, I guess he's tired of taking pictures today, ( he's actually an amateur in photography ) but thanking his efforts for the photos ‼️

The long awaited banana explosion in a jar 😱, it's really one of my favourite dessert ! Hehe !!

Not to mention this amazing English editing book! It's really good to have this. This book have 3 levels of difficulty and it's really a must buy as I think it'll be very helpful for those who are taking O-levels. Check out their website @ booksandpeople.com.sg . I thank god for this free book by my leader. Really hope his business will be better ! He's the co founder of the company by the way. I'm not boasting for this free book, but it's worth the buy. It's your loss if you don't get it ☺️

Just some snapshot, I really hope that I could get a new dslr just for shooting.

A really candid shot though...

One of my favourite candid shot haha. If you're wondering where I get my outfit from....

Grid Adidas pullover: @dealwdrugs ( one of my instashop - you may want to check it out at www.dealwdrugs.tictail.com )

Black tennis skirt: American apparel

Shows: D.C comic superheroes at Bugis ( bought it few years back )

Bracelet : Pandora by Bei :)

SPECS IS REAL LOL OK

He was supposed to help me take a photo end up...

Last photo before I end my blogpost. Soooooo. Those taking O level , best of luck to you :)

It's racial harmony day 😉!! It's my last year celebrating racial harmony in this secondary school 😭. Will miss everybody especially those favourite teachers. Although it's a school day like no assembly etc. It was a great day! :) thank god for everything 💞.

Everybody thought she's my real mother, haha. We really look alike ya know, like the face shape . We used to wear the same specs and having the same short hair that's why people said we look alike . Because of the incident that we look alike, she became my godmother hehe 💖. Mummy Cheung 💖💖

Was having art earlier and I look engross with this bottle🌊.

Here's Stefanie. Although we aren't that close, I really find her really nice. Hehe💞💞.

We used to be really close because of hockey, time passes really quickly and we aren't close . Thanks for today bonding session! It's rhd guys 🙆🏻🙆🏻 .

She's really gorgeous 😍😍😍

Favourite 👅

Bae since primary school although she always call me annoying. ( sometimes I dislike her when she total ignore meeee )

I was actually doing my primary school pose because Geraldine gave me this photo below .

Haha back to primary school days // Geraldine's ?? Birthday !!

Double chin ‼️💖🚨

Final photo I wanna post with Geraldine✨

With 지영 💖💖

Class photo 💫 missing a few peeps

Really too much photos to post

Thanks for making the last year so enjoyable and fruitful. Although I'm not close to you guys anymore, you bring nice memories for me to capture in my head. Picture really tell a thousand words. Thankful for everything 💖

During June, I went to universal studio twice. It's a great time bonding with Alastair for the first trip and Calvin for the second trip. I can't explain how happy I was for both trips 😁. Although both trip, I went very late, but still good. Having the annual pass is really cool. Thank you daddy for the annual pass 😘. The first trip I really took many photos than the second one.

Up on the kiddy ride😛.

A DAY OUT WITH ALASTAIR 👣

Day out with Agi😋😘

Blessed Saturday 🙆🏻

Yesterday was a blessing, thank you to my father in heaven. I really thank god for him who had planned all the days of my life. In Jeremiah 29:11 it written For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. I know that this day was planned indeed by my father in heaven. Everyday is a blessing, everyday I've learn new things.

On Friday, i went home around seven in the evening and got ready to go over to my grandma place. I got my blue craftholic in handy and ready to go. Never did I expect that I would lost my favourite soft toy that have been with me for more than a year. I had to carry him to sleep with me. I was traumatised when I lost my toy. Everybody was looking at me weirdly, thinking I was like a crazy person. I broke down into tears when it was gone. I called Calvin and told him that I was so upset without my favourite. I went back to Serangoon to find, I couldn't. I have no choice but to carry this fear and sadness to my grandma place in Bedok. I felt that my soul wasn't with me and I can't concentrate much. It was a really bad day for me for losing him.

Yesterday, I was still upset about the lost toy, went over to marine parade to attend cell and church service. Called Calvin to ask where he was and I have two craftholic in handy, plus a tissue box case. I felt blessed by him for making me feel better. Although I lost my favourite toy, it was being replaced by three of them. I feel that God place all this events in chronological order. He performs miracles. Although I didn't find the blue toy, I felt blessed by the people he put to my life. I really cannot ask for more. Thankful for all this miracles. Thank god for the friends I have. You are the holy one and the one who I look up the most. Thanks for sending Jesus to be crucified for all of us. For you loved us, every single one. Thanks for showering me with love and bless me with Calvin. ✨